Me not sure but me thinks me hearts a boi.

-ponders-

-ponders-

-sigh-

so me just might be right for once....

so a lil update time...

for the past last week or so i've been having the same nightmare over and over again and well it scares me. i usually wake up crying and just snuggling with baby for the rest of night making sure he's ok. -sigh- actually i dont want to talk bout this anymore...

bye.

Such a sad day today was T_T

My Precious Dwarf Hamster Niusia never woke up T_T

I've had her for a year and 14 days and it pains me muches not to see her run around anymore

and yes i must say for the last lil while i have been busy with my baby boy and i didnt have that much time to play with her and i feel responisible for her death -cries-

She's been such a good lil hamster always there when i needed someone to tell all my troubles and she was the one who made me smile when things weren't looking that good. She will be missed muches.

-sigh-

I love him so very very muches

and i can't imagine my life without him.

^_^

I don't hate you for loving her, nor do i hate her for reciving the love I once wanted, but i hate you for pretending to love me.

Ello ^_^

So i guess im gonna start writing here again -nods-. Theres alot of things going on in my life and well the bestest one of them is my baby.

yup yup yup

Dominik Adam Skora was born on December 9th 2006. He is my everything. My perfect little angle and theres nothing i wouldn't do for him. He is growing sooo fast i can't believe it like the other day he kind of sat >< by himslef silly boy doesn't know hes not supposed to do that yet his bones are not that strong >< . But yes yes hes a big boy lol he sooo doesnt look like hes only 2.5 months old.

Im currently looking for a place (i cant live wif my mom to much longer arr arr not that i dont like her or anything but i just want to get on wif my life and well she tends to tell me wat to do and how to raise my baby and lets just say if that continues me is gonna spaz ) but yes a new place would be great just me and my son ^_^ . haha just writing about it makes me excited :) .

well i'll have to cut this post short seeing as baby wants some attention ^_^ so i shall continue this later . buh bye for now. -waves-

I guess im dissapointed in you -shakes her head- never thought that this would turn out this way. But apparently thats the way its supposed to be and nothing we do will change it. -sigh-

Hi....

So make everything alright again ok?

...k?...

Overreacting?!? Too Emotional?!? maybe but maybe not ...  -sigh- i just feel soo stupid and confused  :(
like i really really do trust u but -sigh- it just seems like ur lying to me every chance u get...
and no its not like u cant hang out wif ppl but dont lie to me bout it... cuz it sure feels like u are..
if ur gonna go see em or something just tell me u dont have to hide it...
and if u r hiding it it means u really dont want me to know... but my question is WHY?
is there something u not tellin me?!?
u ask me wats wrong? well everything... n ur not really helping it either.. if u really cared u would just tell me and not try to hide it...
its just not kewl of u... im being honest wif u so y cant u do the same?

-sigh- night....

Hello :D

-sigh- im so bored... its my day off and i had like nuffin fun to do for the whole day  =/... i woke pretty late which was kind of awesome consiering the fact that i cant normaly sleep that much... i went to see if there was any palces to rent but moo theres NONE -sniffles- it makes me sad really cuz that means that i cant move out and no sleepin wif my muffin... and wats worst having to still live wif my mom :( ... -sigh- -sigh- i really really really wish we could find a place soon it would make everything sooo much easier and i could see bryan everyday that way... :'( ... sooo i went shoppin wif my mom today :| it was horriable... well firstly we went lookin for a dress for her which really didnt take us that long cuz i found like the perfect dress ever -giggles- she doesnt really like it just cuz it has some pink in it but its soooo pretty  its like black with darker pink dots looks really awesome... and it actully matches her... soo she bought that and then of course we had to go and pick some jewelry to match was pretty fun... but then after that was done we went shoppin for clothes for me :| ... omgush how i hate shopping i really really do... sooo we spend like half a day there and all i bought was one shirt... just cuz my mom made me buy it... but meh i unno i can never dhop for things for me.. like i have no problem picking things out for my mom or w/e but when it comes to pickin something for me.... yeah... and then me got tired and wanted to go home but mom still had a few places to go to so i was stuck wif her... and i wanted to eat and then go to sleep... it was really rather bad.... soo now im finally home... but now im missing my hun :( and hes at work...and i unno when im gonna be able to see him next :( -sniffles-.... and im working the whole weekend :( ... and on saturday i have to close the store :( sooo im gonna be really tired :(  and bored of course... but maybe im gonna get a raise which would be awesome... soo... hmm... Dominik is doing pretty good i guess... haha hes not comlaing bout the food much and omgush he wanted some chocolate :| hehe... hmm... but yeah i dont have anything else to write bout so buh bye for now...

-waves-

Yello :D

Its been awhile since ive writen here so i guess its time for a lil update hehe... sooo... umm... ohh so i was being nice and agreed that i can work sundays and i just need someone to come and cover my break but last time my manager forgot ( good thing i called lisa and she came in :D ) and this time a manager from a diff store was suppposed to come in ... dont get me wrong she did come but it was 45 min beofre closing time... soo no point of me going on my break -sigh- ... and i was soooooo hungry and Dominik was hungry too and arg just makes me kind of mad... soo tomorrow im gonna talk to my manager and tell her if she cant find anyone to come and cover my break well then im not gonna work on sundays cuz come on me needs a break too... and its just soo not fair... arg arg arg stupid work... ohh and courtney quit on saturday so we only have 4 ppl that can work... i guess thats kind of better then chinook where theres gonna be only 2 workin soon :| .... but yeah thats it bout work... ohh... sooo hopefully we (muffin and i) will find a place soon cuz he lives way way tooo far away from me and me misses him lots and its just not soo kewl when hes not here wif me... soo.. hopefully... my mom sold the house sooo i guess she will be moving soon but the thing is she havent found anything yet.... and my older bro isplanning to move to ontario which in my opinion is kind of stupid... like if he had a reason like ohh im gonna go to skool there or something... but going there for a girl =/ err... not soo much... sooo lots of people are gettin married now its kind of shocking really.. like jeez everyones talkin bout gettin married and such... ohh but i guess im kind of mean since im not gonna go to my cuisins weddin ... just cuz i dont really know him or like him and ha we dont EVER talk so no point of going... but im gonna send em a card and such (im not that mean) ... hmmm.. well i really unno wat to write bout... hmm... my hampster is good she likes her cookies :D:D -giggles- shes sooo kewt she makes me smile a bit... lol... ohh... sooo im starting to hate nights just cuz i can never seem to be comfortable enough to have a good night of sleep... i think im missin my muffin but theres really nuffin i can bout that right now... =/ ... but yeah...i have to talk to ymy dad -sigh- its gonna be sooo hard tho i mean we dont talk like he doesnt care bout me sooo i unno y i should even tell him... like jeez i can imagine his reaction (well actually no i cant)... meh i just dont see a point of tellin him its not like he seems me or we talk or he even cares... its like i dont exist to him so wats the point of tellin him... but meh i guess sooner or later i will have to tell him... well not really have to but i think it would be nicer if i didnt... its not like i dont want him to know its just that i dont know how to tell him or even start talkin to him again like should i just call him one day and be like soo wats new wif u like nuffin happened? jeez this is sooo confusing... =/ ..... hmm... sooo last night i had this really not soo kewl dream :( ... it was really disturbing actully... but meh i dont think im gonna write bout it just cuz i dont feel like talkin bout it anymore... soo yeah... -sigh-.... ohh but on the brither side my camera is sooo awesome... n i love taking pictures -giggles- sooo much fun :D:D ohh  and im gonna take lots and lots pics of my muffin :D:D -nods- its gonna be a blast lolz... hmm... but then i realized i dont really have a pic off me and my muffin which makes me a bit sad... but meh i guess we can fix that :D:D lol... sooo... im like sooo bored now n i miss my muffin sooo muches and i wish he could come over ... actually i wish we were living together that way he would bever have to leave me :D mmhmm that sounds better :D:D sooo... i love my muffin muches and muches and he makes me happy :D which is sooo awesome... but i just hate it when he has to leave me :'( ... soo moo... well i think thats enough for today... so buh byez... -waves-

Hmm.. so i guess i havent update my blog lately so here it goes... just a warning tho nuffin interestin to read just a lot of babblin...

Well so i think im gettin sick... i went to work today but i was runnin to the bathroon like every 5 min cuz i felt like throwing up :( so i couldnt really work... thanks to Jen i could go home since she was sooo nice and actully came in to take my shift (im REALLY greatful for that) ..  so today sucked... lol i wasnt feelin well since morning but i thought that its just gonna go away.. no such luck... skool was kind of ok i guess (since i had only two classes i was done pretty quick) lol so as soon as i got home i went to lay down and fall asleep i actully thought that thats gonna help me... stupid me... but oh wells... so yeah im gettin sick.... on the brither side tho my hamster is like sooo awesome... she runs around sooo muches and shes just sooo wittle and kewt haha.... shes like the sweetest thing ever..  haha and my lil bro treats her like shes my baby lol... he keeps callin himself uncle kacper hahah... it was kind of funny but at the same time werid :| if you know wat i mean... but yeah... she makes me sooo happy lol... she actually makes me feel like there is someone that needs me.... but meh.... lol.... so skool is almost over and i cant wait.... ha so my dad actually decided to start talkin to us .... and he wants to spend some time with us...   i unno i dont really wanna see him... maybe im mean but hey he didnt care just a month ago wat happend to us and now hes like soo wats new with you guys and all that crap like WTF? like the guy cant make up his mind if he wants to keep in contact with us or not... actually i think he wants something with my mom i unno wat but hey thats wat happened last time... he was all nice and stuffs (asked a bounch of questions hows home and stuff which you just ignore) and then he didnt wanna sign any of the divorce papers cuz he needs to talk to his laywer first like come on we just want to get this over with and you are making this sooo complicated and much much hareder... like dont you think we all had enough of this?!?!.... but meh some people dont get that (and hes one of em) ... meh so i actully unno wat to write about everything is like sooo moo? i  unno.... different now i guess.... meh i unno its to hard to explain so im not gonna even bother wif that... hmmm... lets see.... hmmm... my muffin is not home so i cant talk to him -sigh- but meh i hope hes havin fun ... oh and hes going for the weekend so im gonna miss him sooo muches =/ and it sucks cuz i have to work like saturday - wedensday =/ -sigh- ... but meh wat can you do... and besides i need money haha... but yeah i dont wanna write anything el so there.... that should do for now... laterz....

HI there... well im sooo really confused and just feelin awkward.... i have sooo much stuff to say but i just cant i unno im weird... and besides i dont think i want u guys to know yet haha...yes thats right my sweet lil secret :P ... if u know be happy if u dont well then keep wondering and maybe i will tell you ... but the chances are very slim... so yeah... i hate workin... it drives me crazy and i just unno... -sigh- its stupid ... and i get paid like sooo little... but i dont think i should look for a new job right now... gonna wait a couple of months or something... so yeah i saw muffin today which was like soo awesome since i missed him soo muches... but know i gotta wait like a week to see him next which sux :( ...  ohh n i decided to not go to grad since its just a waste of my time... i know i know i already bought my dress and everything... but i just dont feel like going so im not... hmm... my hamster is being weird lately i think shes getting sick or something... oh haha n i called my dad today =O yes i know shockin but hey yesterday was his name day so yeah i called to say happy name day thing and thats about it haha since i dont really wanna talk to him... and all he wants to talk about it my older bro like come on... stupid ppl.... but meh... life goes on... so yeah  i unno i kind of feel like sharing my secret but at the same time i unno.... so no... im not gonna to... and yeah nuffin more to write bout  so laterz

NARA HOMISIE :P muhahah

Yello hahah.... its been a long long time since i wrote here last....  but yeah me bored n nothin better to do.....

well umm... i dont really know wat to write about i mean sooo many things happened lately but i unno if i should write em since they are like my sweet secrets :D haha... n i dont really think that your special enough to know :P muhahah... meh but yeah it makes me happy in a way ( :D -giggles- :D :D ) but on the other hand i unno i mean its a big big thing but yeah ur not gonna know since im not tellin at ealst for now and yeah .... haha...

haha sorry i unno im weird n tired and dont really wanna write this right now... i would much better prefer laying in bed cuddlin wif my muffin :P -sigh- but oh wells.... yeah so skool is goin ok i guess , not too good but meh.... work is fine i can start workin more but i unno if its gonna be smart since i still gotta go to skool and i have to start studyin n such... but yeah its all good i think.... im gonna have to find a new job just cuz this one doesnt pay that good and me needs monies :P haha.... but its kind of sad cuz i really enjoy workin there... haha its kind of fun.... especially when your not workin alone :P... soo yeah... my bro was going to be movin to ontario :O yeah i know shockin... but now i unno he might be actually stayin here haha.... meh ... 

blah blah blah.. me bored... HA so my hamster such a sweet inocent lookin thing.... infact is sooo evil keeps bittin me -sniffles- and all ive done is be nice to her and give her food and let her out of her cage and stuffs... -sigh- ungreatful little sweetie... 

well i guess i should stop babblin n write something actully worth reading :P haha... so there is this boi and he kinda has my heart.... haha :D I LOVE BRYAN :D ha so there .... hmm... i unno wat else to write... -sigh- well umm.. i guess im gonna be going....

buh byez for now....

YELLO :D

hehe im finally back :D ... haha actually i was just too lazy to write anythin :P .... but ya kk lets c ummm.... -thinks- oh yes lets start wif friday... i went to skool :D haha excitein huh,,,, but anyway it was kind of boring but when i got home my bro was home too so we decided to do somethin together since we havent done that in like a long long time... so we went to the mall dress shoppin =/ .... i know i know i should be excited but to tell ya the truth i can never find anythin that i like i mean i hate pickin clothes to try on... so thats y my bro was there :D -giggles- he picked em for me n all i had to do was try em on :D haha... so i tried this really pretty creamy dress but haha im too fat :D so it didnt look too good on me :P ... but i tried this diff starpless turq dress n WOW i looked pretty :D -giggles- so ya... so we walked around the mall for a WHILE haha it was fun... i forgot how much fun it was to hang out wif my bro lol... hahaha... it was fun fun fun n i really did enjoy myself... well later that day ummm... it was like evenin already :D we were decidin if we should just get drunk or go see a movie :D well movie won :D so we went to c tristian and izo :P i liked it -nods- haha i love this kind of movies like from that time :P ohhhh n i saw a bunny it was white and soooo cute but kind of scary hahah.... lol so ya friday was pretty fun :P... on saturday on the other hand my mom decided that we should get up early AGAIN haha cuz she wanted to go shoppin... lol so me went to a mall again haha... it was ok i guess.... i really dont like my lil bro much arg hes sooo anoying and mean i just wanted to smack him arg.... he was once again sayin how fat ugly etc i am ... like serioulsy when will he stop and i was tryin on the dress form the other day to show my mom and he was like EWWWWW... -pukes-  disgustin .... mean lil monkey he is -smacks him- .... even my mom was gettin mad at him... haha n my older bro was sooo close of actully hittin him for makin all those uncalled for comments about me -giggles- yup yup i luv my Fishy :D hes sooo good to me :D .... muffin was sick -hugs him- so i couldnt c him good thing he feels better now :D .... soo umm... oh yes we went back home and mom made me go grocery shoppin wif her :D muhahaha me loves food :D ... hahah we bought lots of yummy food -nods- ... haha... oh n we rent it some movies so it was a movie night YAY :D me luvs movies lol .... hmmm... on sunday =/ we went to church )i havent been there in a while since i was workin like every sunday startin from christmas) ohhh... n i got to c muffin n squishy :D which was awesome :D .... muhahah me stole squishy (well not really stole since muffin knew i was takin him but still I HAVE SQUISHY for now lol )...Hahaha Muffin is tooo comfy hahah i can fall asleep wif him anytime :) ... haha... but ya... it was fun.... haha so today (monday) i didnt have skool w00t so i slept in :D heheh... and then me got to c muffin again (YAY) n then me went to work it was ok haha i had soo much stuffs to do haha ... it was fun ... at least this time i wasnt bored :P hahaha.... n my bro came to pick me up which was awesome :D n now im sittin here writin this and eatin crackers (yum yum) and thinkin bout going to join squishy in bed muhahah ... awww... sooo  -sings:me has a dress a really pretty dress...- hahah im kind of excited for grad now :D.... well only cuz im gonna wear my pwetty dress :D hahah.... but still haha... well ummm... im gonna go to sleep now me thinks... soo im gonna try to write more often haha :D .... NIGHTY NIGHT

Yello :D

heheh well today sure was a kind of boring day muhaha... well umm didnt do nuffin special just went to work... oh lol i love workin on sundays wif jen :P hehe shes like sooo nice and cute hehe well there was nuffin much really to do there so we just walked around the store trying to look busy hehe we actually cleaned a lil too like windex some stuffs that in out opinion were dirty and didnt look very appeling lol... and of course today was the last day of our promotion thingy and sooo many pps were buyin cards its not even funny we didnt have time to fill the pockets lol.... :P hehe but oh wells im actually glad that its over and done wif hehe me myself bought 12 cards  ya i know lol "weird" but hey they were cute and i wanted em :P hehe... i guess thats one of the negetives of workin there :P hehe i keep butin stuffs... lol... oh and the worst thing is we even have chocolates but i decided im not gonna buy anymore chocolates or any other sweets... yup its been decided lol since apparently im gettin fat... oh wells lol... we gonna c how long is that gonna last for... but anywho i didnt do anything excitin today my mom came and picked me up from work which was nice of her considerin she was home and wasnt doing anythin... and ya... she said that for helpin her im gonna get a pizza YAY for me -giggles- lol... ohh n last night i know i didnt write anything n im sorry but i decided to go to bed early since i was a bit tired and besides i didnt really have anything to write i mean all i did was clean the house and sleep oh yes lol my mom woke me up in the morning n she said she made breakfast so of course bein me i went for some food :P and then after  that i went back to sleep and she didnt really like that -sigh- she kept comin to my room and tryin to get me up and then she was even yellin at me -growls- moo she didnt let me sleep which was mean of her like really i was tired and i didnt wanna get up and it was my day off from work and skool and i just thought that im gonna sleep in a lil... but anyways i finally got up and did the stuff mom wanted me to and then i was bored... ya i know my life is boring.... oh scratch that i need a life lol... hmmm.. so i went off topic again.... well ya so i decided to go to sleep early but once i was layin in my bed i unno i just couldnt fall asleep.... n i hate when that happens cuz i was like really tired but i just couldnt sleep... hehe i seriously gotta "steal" Squishy -insert evil laugh- hehhe... but ya this week im not workin lots which is bad cuz that means less money for me lol... but like muffin said i will have time to study :P hehe right... me misses muffin -sigh- meh i know im weird n stuffs but seriously i wouldnt mind seein him more often :D lol hehe.... well im bored right now... arg... but ya tomorrow me is goin to skool and then the rest of the day me has off YAY :D lol.. but most likely im gonna be bored since theres like nuffin to do... n no im  not gonna do my hw since im just not kewl like that and i just cant concentrate on it cuz i always find bettter things to occupy my time wif like for example listen to music, sleep, watch tv, be bored... those r the most common ones lol... oh n mom is probably gonna be home too soooo i guess no after skool nap for me.... mehs ... lol... well im still bored so im gonna write more stuffs heheh :D ... hmms so lets c... haha well i am really shy yup yup i know hard to believe ... not... lol... but its mostly around guys i unno y i mean i can act normally aorund girls but as soon as there is a guy i kind of frezz up... i know im messed up but oh wells... lately ive been doin better tho... yup.. my frined told me its cuz im not very confident n self consious (how ever u spell it ) n i guess hes right... meh.. but ya like i said im doing better now :D i can actually talk to a guy lol i know that it seems silly and stuffs but for me its like a huge deal i mean lol i know i changed since i came here and im not outgoing n stuffs but im tryin... well i know that my english is not that good and that i stumble on my words even tho i know exactly wat i want to say but i unno... like when i was learnin n i was actually tryin to talk to pps they were makin fun of the way i talk ( like my older bro)... i hated it... he was supposed to be helpin me but instead he was makin it even worse... like even know they (now its my lil bro too) still keep makin fun of me if i say something wrong or just different... oh lol well im being stupid again so i guess i will stop this for now....  till next time i actually feel like writing in here... byez....

Jello :) ...

well today was an awesome day -giggles- i spend most of it wif my muffin and Squishy :P... lol i actually went to skool today hehe and then right after it i went to c Muffin :P hehe.... i spend like the whoke day wif him just sittin around doing nuffin really but i enjoyed it sooo much... i missed him sooo much over the week.. -sigh- me hopes that me is gonna be able to c him more often.... ohhh n i had pizza today -giggles- it was YUMMY lol and me got to hug squishy for like sooooooooooo long hehe ... n me kind of fall alseep too.. i know wierd i dont normaly do that (at least at other pps houses lol) ... oh n i got to meet muffins dad which was kewl ... hmms...  me is kind of tired so i dont think that im gonna write much today =/ lol... haha its not like anybody reads this anyway :P lol... so yeah... Muffin has 3 cats :D awesome huh? lol they r sooo cute lol but i dont think they like me very muches hehe ... tomorrow me has a day off lol i dont even remember when was the last time i had it off lol... but ya its not gonna be that much fun since i gotta clean and do stuff around the house... n i cant even sleep in -sigh- since my mom is gonna be home.... but oh wells i hope it turns out ok hehe.... well im really bored right now... -sigh- lol im like w8in for muffin to get home since he was like soooo nice and he made sure i got home ok :D hehe hes such a nice n sweet boi (take note i didnt say good :P lol for hes a bad muffin lol pokin n ticklin me hehe) but me loves him anyways :D... well i was going to steal Squishy today but i kind of forgot -sigh- lol im plannin on takin him next time -insert evil laugh-... hehe.. or i could just kidnap muffin :D oh lol yea i think the second one is a better idea muahahah... hmm... oh n lately ive been so graceful its not even funny lol bumpin into everything and hurtin myself in the process lol like yestready i was lookin for some food in the fridge n i bumped my head really hard and now it hurts sooo muches -sniffles- lol...  but yeah im bored n tired n i dont wanna write anymore so buhbyez till tomorrow :P hehe

Hello...

well today was a pretty uneventful day -sigh-...  i didnt even go to skool or anything lol i slept intill like 11 and then i was supposed to study but seein as how lazy i am i didnt lol... i know i know bad me but thats just how i am .... oh but ya i had to work today too fortunetly only for 5 hrs ( YAY for me) ohh... lol and this one lady came in today and bought 48 CARDS  like WOW... hehe but ya... my mom actually came and pick me up from work which was like sooo totally awesome of her lol...  so ya pretty borin day... lol tomorrow hopefuly im gonna c my muffin -giggles- lol me misses him soo muches.... i wish i could c him everyday lol  it would be like sooo awesome.. but oh wells... hmmms...

 OMGUSH i actually have this saturday off amazin huh?  lol im sooo happy im gonna be able to sleep in -giggles- but then mom is probably gonna be home so i will have to clean or sumfin which is not that good =/ ... lol -insert evil laugh- me has CHOCOLATE hehe  thats like one of the few things that can always make me happy :D lol and i think that im a kind of addicted to it .... could be a bad thing... me+LOTS of chocolate= me fluffy :P heheh... but oh wells i cant resist it .... another thing im addicted to is Jugo Juice and more speciflicaly Copa Banana the bestest drink ever ( actully it tied wif Milk which is all soo yummy and also good for u).... hmms... im hungry.... =/ ME WANTS PIZZA lol (another addiction of mine) ....meh

Well... ever since i spend a night at muffin's place (lol sleepin wif Squishy for the whole night n wif muffin for half) i cant seem to have a good night sleep =/ its like im missin somethin there beside me... i tried sleepin wif numerous of my teddies but nuffin works -sigh- i think i have to steal Squishy HEHE... jk jk .. i would prefer my muffin :P ... but yeah ohh and me hates muffins alarm clock -glares at it- wakes me up from my ever so peacful sleep .... lol... but yeah i think i babbled enough for tonight so till tomorrow i guess... Byez -waves-

Yello ...

well im really really bored right now since firstly lukey ditched me to play a game and secondly my muffin went to sleep i decided to right my 2nd post TADA! lol.. well if u havent noticed yet that im a lil bit weird then u will soon -insert evil laugh- hehe...well today was boring day went to skool n then to work... holy i work tooo much i mean serioulsy i worked 9 hrs today  shockin i know considering the fact that yes i did go to skool too... oh and today was once more my "awesome idea" day lol wearin heals for the whole freakin day lol... by the end i just couldnt walk hehe. Oh n BTW a lil late but still HAPPY WOMEN'S DAY ladies :P... hehe my bros are awesome lol they know what i like so they bought me a bounch of chocoaltes :P im a lil bit addicted to it -giggles- ... hmm.. so ya pretty boring day lol... oh wait Faye came to c me at work today lol  at least one person who misses me enough to come and c me lol jk jk,,, but yeah lately things were going pretty well for me.. i mean Muffin makes me soo happy -giggles- hes like the bestest ever and i hearts him .... I hearts Squishy too -sigh- lol... But ya going back to MY Muffin (and thats right i said "MY" since he is muffin and he shall be mine and he shall be my muffin muahah) me lufes u very muches and me hopes me can make u realy happy cuz me wuves u... moo me thinks me should go to bed now... but it looks sooo empty... -sigh- i guess a teddy bear will do for now.... muhaha..... so yea i think i should stop babblin (for now at least) ... so nighty night all and most likey c ya tomorrow... or is it today already ...umm.. anyway Byez